CHAPTER IV – FIRST WEEKS ON THE ISLAND
And, first, I found that all the ship’s provisions were dry and
untouched by the water, and being very well disposed to eat, I went to the
bread room and filled my pockets with biscuit, and ate it as I went about other
things, for I had no time to lose… [PS1]
There had been some barley and wheat together; but, to my great
disappointment, I found afterwards that the rats had eaten or spoiled it all. [PS2]
While I was doing this, I found the tide begin to flow, though
very calm; and I had the mortification to see my coat, shirt, and waistcoat,
which I had left on the shore, upon the sand, swim away… [PS3]
And it was after long searching that I found out the carpenter’s
chest, which was, indeed, a very useful prize to me, and much more valuable
than a shipload of gold would have been at that time. And thus, having found two or three broken
oars belonging to the boat – and, besides the tools which were in the chest, I
found two saws, an axe, and a hammer; with this cargo I put to sea. [PS4]
I did my utmost, by setting my back against the chests…[PS5]
All that I could do was to wait till the tide was at the highest…
[PS6]
I was in an island environed every way with the sea contented
with this discovery, I came back to my raft, and fell to work to bring my cargo
on shore… [PS7]
I got on board the ship as before, and prepared a second raft…[PS8]
I was under some apprehension, during my absence from the land,
that at least my provisions might be devoured on shore: but when I came back I
found no sign of any visitor; only there sat a creature like a wild cat upon
one of the chests, which, when I came towards it, ran away a little distance,
and then stood still. [PS9]
…into this tent I brought everything that I knew would spoil
either with rain or sun; [PS10]
When I had done this, I blocked up the door of the tent with
some boards within [PS11]
In a word, I brought away all the sails, first and last; only
that I was fain to cut them in pieces… [PS12]
I found a great hogshead of bread, three large runlets of rum,
or spirits, a box of sugar, and a barrel of fine flour…[PS13]
But my good luck began now to leave me; for this raft was so
unwieldy, and so overladen not being able to guide it so handily as I did the
other, it overset, and threw me and all my cargo into the water… [PS14]
…discovered a locker with drawers in it, in one of which I found
two or three razors, and one pair of large scissors, with some ten or a dozen
of good knives and forks [PS15]
I smiled to myself at the sight of this money: ‘O drug!’ said I,
aloud, ‘what art thou good for…[PS16]
…in the morning, when I looked out, behold, no more ship was to
be seen! [PS17]
…what kind of dwelling to make – whether I should make me a cave
in the earth, or a tent upon the earth;[PS18]
1st,
health and fresh water, I just now
mentioned;
2ndly, shelter from the heat of the sun;
3rdly, security from ravenous creatures, whether man
or beast;
4thly, a view to the sea, that if God sent any ship
in sight,[PS19]
In this half-circle I pitched two rows of strong stakes, driving
them into the ground till they stood very firm like piles, the biggest end
being out of the ground above five feet and a half, and sharpened on the top.
The two rows did not stand above six inches from one another.[PS20]
…placing other stakes in the inside, leaning against them, about
two feet and a half high, like a spur to a post; and this fence was so strong,
that neither man nor beast could get into it or over it[PS21]
I made a large tent, which to preserve me from the rains that in
one part of the year are very violent there, I made double – one smaller tent
within, and one larger tent above it; and covered the uppermost with a large
tarpaulin, which I had saved among the sails. [PS22]
Oh, my powder! My very heart sank within me when I thought that,
at one blast, all my powder might be destroyed…[PS23]
I think my powder, which in all was about two hundred- and
forty-pounds weight, was divided in not less than a hundred parcels. [PS24]
The first time I went out, I presently discovered that there
were goats in the island [PS25]
…by the position of their optics, their sight was so directed
downward that they did not readily see objects that were above them;[PS26]
Having now fixed my habitation, I found it absolutely necessary
to provide a place to make a fire in, and fuel to burn: [PS27]
I had great reason to consider it as a determination of Heaven,
that in this desolate place, and in this desolate manner, I should end my life[PS28]
All evils are to be considered with the good that is in them,
and with what worse attends them.[PS29]
…to live without my gun…[PS30]
I set it up on the shore where I first landed – ‘I came on shore
here on the 30th September 1659.’[PS31]
…omitted setting down before; as, in particular, pens, ink, and
paper, several parcels in the captain’s, mate’s, gunner’s and carpenter’s
keeping; three or four compasses, some mathematical instruments [PS32]
I shall show that while my ink lasted, I kept things very exact,
but after that was gone I could not, for I could not make any ink by any means
that I could devise. [PS33]
…my reason began now to master my despondency. [PS34]
I began to comfort myself as well as I could, and to set the
good against the evil, that I might have something to distinguish my case from
worse; [PS35]
and I stated very impartially, like debtor and creditor, the
comforts I enjoyed against the miseries I suffered, thus:- [PS36]
Upon the whole, here was an undoubted testimony that there was
scarce any condition in the world so miserable but there was something negative
or something positive to be thankful for in it; [PS43]
and let this stand as a direction from the experience of the
most miserable of all conditions in this world: [PS44]
that we may always find in it something to comfort ourselves
from, and [PS45]
to set, in the description of good and evil, on the credit side
of the account. [PS46]
But I must observe, too, that at first this was a confused heap
of goods, [PS47]
which, as they lay in no order, so they took up all my place; I
had no room to turn myself: so I set myself to enlarge my cave [PS48]
And here I must needs observe, that as reason is the substance
and origin of the mathematics, [PS49]
So, by stating and squaring everything by reason, and by making
the most rational judgment of things, every man may be, in time, master of
every mechanic art. [PS50]
I had no remedy for but patience[PS51]
And now it was that I began to keep a journal of every day’s
employment[PS52]
then fancy at a vast distance I spied a sail, please myself with
the hopes of it, [PS53]
and then after looking steadily, till I was almost blind, lose
it quite, [PS54]
and sit down and weep like a child, and thus increase my misery
by my folly. [PS55]
[PS1]Hindsight
is 20/20.
Now that Crusoe sees that they all would have been
saved if they had stayed on board, he wishes that he had.
Opportunity fleeting – decision difficult
[PS2]In
every find, there is a truth.
In many truths, there is disappointment…
RATS!
[PS3]In
seeking to save oneself…sometimes some of that self must be lost.
[PS4]From hence, ye beauties, undeceived,
Know, one false step is ne’er
retrieved,
And be with caution bold.
Not all that tempts your wandering
eyes
And heedless hearts, is lawful prize;
Nor all that glisters, gold.
[PS5]Sometimes
fight makes right.
Other times, discretion is the better part of valor.
Often, you have no choice.
[PS6]Wu
Wei…wait for the appropriate time.
[PS7]When
all you have is a surrounding infinite see and a confining deserted island, you
fall to work to survive.
[PS8]When
good luck befalls you, don’t stair it in the mouth.
[PS9]Fear
of the unknown can the greatest fear of all.
The feared may not be so fearsome.
Going about one’s business may be a remedy for fear.
Looking the feared in eye may cause it to cower and run
away.
[PS10]Not
everything will spoil
Not everything will last
The rain and sun will come for some
Seek shelter for that mass.
[PS11]Though
fears of one
They may subside
Not all the danger lurks
When one is looking or alert
So build a door with locks.
[PS12]Things
for purpose have more than that
So, keep them for that day
When purpose comes for odds and ends
Hoarding sometimes pays.
[PS13]Outside
one’s health there are delights
That’s why we suffer here
So take a swig then take a bite
Revel in slight cheer.
[PS14]Good
luck lasts not forever…
Bag luck takes its place…
But look back in deep water…
For those forlorn pieces of eight.
[PS15]Steel
defeated the savage
So, it was defeat I finds in the drawer
If you are centuries ahead of your henchman
Discover safety within the drawer.
[PS16]We
were poor, so we took food and water
They were rich, so took they jewels
At sea their thirst did urge them
To trade treasure to fellow fools
Fate took most they ‘fore us rich
Before Thai pirates took their best
We survivors roped together
Sinking now to final rest
[PS17]One
choice dear fate allows us
To act before she does
If apathy aboundeth thee
Then thy ship adrift to lee.
[PS18]A
shelter from the elements
Be quick or sound the choice
Sleep the night in comfort
Or fear for life the North
[PS19]Stay
thee healthy drink fresh water
Find shelter from the sun
Secure thyself from beast and man
Have a view when tomorrow come.
[PS20]A
bulwark to nature’s aggression
Must have shape and height and depth
To slow the charge that soon to come
And prevent their climb upon.
[PS21]Brace
for push and pressure
For that be initial take
Of enemies before us
Now hiding in the wait..
[PS22]One
layer might betray thee
Two better but not best
A third to cover over all
Put rains hard to the test.
[PS23]Precious
and yet volatile
Keep safe but separate be
A flash or spark might send all
In piece to shing sea
[PS24]In
full it be jeopardizing
In parcel it be safer
Take the time to put your stock
Away, weigh be it sack or wafer
[PS25]Getting
your goat may be the point
Of another who appears to distract
But finding your goat can be your wish
When roots and berries stack.
[PS26]Again
with the goats
This time hunting…
Intent on their pasture
Goats never look heaven
So be with us
Attacks from above
[PS27]A
house without a heat
Be careful in thy placement
The needs of flame provided
But protect from smoke and spark and spread
[PS28]Desolation
claims not just the land
But one’s soul it do so grasp
Till thy life not worth living
And death a welcome rest
[PS29]See
the foul as designated evil
But mine out the sister good
See what worse might yet offend thee
See what better be understood
[PS30]One
good is gun in hand
When hunting out the land
But those before had none
And yet still they hunt the stnad
[PS31]Mark
thy days in solitude
For rescue come not soon
Have something to count and see
The past on future noon
[PS32]Tools
of technique serve one well
Writing parts the more
Though might weather through the years
One writes then writes no more
[PS33]A
list exact in pen and ink
Is what I spoke of thence
When ink be gone how make thee more
Set about it now and hence
[PS34]Might
anything rule hopelessness?
Try reason first and last
For only you can work the tools
To wreck the wretched past
[PS35]Comfort
comes in segments small
When mind grapples with the matter
All that one can do at now
Is put out what might be worse
[PS36]Line
them up in front of reason
Call forth one by one
Place on each a name and sign
Then pair them with a prince
[PS37]Being
alive and wishing you were dead
Is much worse than being dead
Take heart in every sunset
In light with hope arise
[PS38]When
one decides that he’s unique
To misery so deep
Realize the others lost
Be calmed for one night’s sleep
[PS39]Take
thy sustenance as it is given
Eat alone, enjoy the taste
For time eternal takes the rest
Slow your sour pace
[PS40]What
you have is what you’ve got
Wear it well and long
A day will come when patches fall
And naked taken yon
[PS41]A
world awash with evil
Might crush me like a bug
But here and now I rule in small
I’m safe and soft and snug
[PS42]Be
there no one else for dialogue
Still I have all else about me
Chop and sing and curse the sky
Why mourn? I have what’s necessary.
[PS43]Conditions
miserable demand a mate
To offset thankless times
So negative or positive
Make sour now sublime
[PS44]At
the point of most miserable
Direct thyself away
To parts unknown but better
Above despair thy stay
[PS45]Find
comfort where there is none
Seek shelter in the deluge
Always there in hidden crevasse
Two side and top, a refuge
[PS46]If
life to you is only cost
Review your own accounting
Ledger’s without credit
See debt galore amounting
[PS47]When
wrecked anew you find yourself
Scattered without order
Confusion rules and things pile up
Till there’s no space within border
[PS48]Order
thing, expand if must
But solve the problem quickly
A hoarder’s home beneath the dust
Becomes a cave and sickly
[PS49]Reason
rules the fertile mind
Mathematics becomes the tool
So substance spawns from that no here
Believe not? Then you’re a fool
[PS50]Bring
me each great problem
Give me such great time
Though crude at first and then refined
Confusion seeks design
[PS51]And
there it is, a pause
When stymied he doth sit
Defeated by a quarry
Succeeded by his wit
[PS52]Journal
thy time
Remember the gaps
Though posterity cares not
Record with sap
[PS53]A
distant hope of fancy
In motion and then gone
She raised my hopes then lowered
In brief, quite like a song
[PS54]Blinded
by the light of hope
Fallen by arisen false
Exhausted lie I staring
Alone with suffered loss
[PS55]Mourn
the passing ship of hope
Be a child for just this
Let misery and folly bring you down